Last update…

… before i leave for Taiwan tomorrow. Won’t be around for 10 days but aiya since you guys can’t be bothered to comment, my disappearance doesn’t really make a difference too.  I promise a wonderful update about the trip when i come back! And anybody who wants Taiwan Sausages please leave a comment i’ll bring it back for you

Actually i’m not VERYYY excited for this trip like how i was months back. I’ll try to enjoy myself though. If all else fails, there’s still SHOPPINGZXZX to lighten my mood hehehe. Okay i’ll see you guys around soon. Yiwen we need to meet! Amz can we finally have our teh tarik island creamery date?!

Ballet yesterday.

Mr Li: eh can see my face anot. chubby right, so cute!

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After months of procrastination (yeah i am rather good at this) i finally packed my table yesterday and it’s sparkling clean now. Never knew that packing would leave me with such a huge sense of satisfaction, now i’m actually quite happy. Peiwen is leaving for Japan in exactly one hour sighhhh missing her already! Which reminds me, i dreamt of doreen neo (neoneo HAHAHAHHAHA p.joke) and Peiwen yesterday! In the dream Doreen got infected by an alien and she kept screaming during classes! There was once she nearly got me infected but okay Peiwen saved me and she was like, “haiiii she’s hopeless already”. Then i kept insisting that there must be a cure for her and suddenly the policemen just took her away, infront of hundreds of Kranjians. End of story. HAHAHA i think it’s because i watched SPECIES 2 that afternoon.

/edited at 11.15am

Training’s cancelled! Dearest Peiwen must be enjoying herself in Japan right now. HAHA GO NAKED IN HOTSPRING (Y) OH and i just remembered there’s a UN assignment AND math prelim papers How to integrate revolving objects ah? How to do differential equation? *pullssssssss hair*

Anyway i’m packing for my Tw trip now. Hopefully it’ll be fun, and can take my mind off… things.

Miss you dearest! Remember our apples!

“Forgot” to pack my messy desk today. Instead, i spent the whole afternoon watching  idol dramas with very cliché storylines and rolled my eyes about a hundred times in my head. Yet however melodramatic these films might be, they still light some hope in me. I’m not an ignorant fool waiting for some extraordinary love story to happen, i just like to know that beautiful things are still happening, albeit virtually. And most importantly, they cheer me up.

It’s friday tomorrow! Might have plans with Doreen but i’m not too sure yet. She’s having some good time singing to her hearts content at Ksuite (thank facebook). If not i’ll just bake at home. And read (Salem falls by Jodi Picoult). And watch HK dramas!

I like the pace I’m going right now, slow but never stopping. Oh and the girls are back from Batam!

Time of our lives

Okay guess you guys have had enough of emotional/ angsty posts. Main purpose of this entry is to introduce you guys to this fabbbbb song by miley cyrus!

Somehow Miley cyrus remind me of Yiwen, Stace and Tiara. Sigh, wonder how you guys are doing in Batam. Come back quickkkkk! Anyway I’ll be flying off next saturday. Won’t be back so soon

 

I WILL GET THIS. NO. MATTER. WHAT.

Some days i feel lazy to think about anything. About us, about my future, about you, about your day, about your face, about your smile, absolutely anything about you. Today’s the exact opposite of one of those days.

Doesn’t help that i cannot blame you for all these shit because you’re about as clueless as i am (or are you not). Just that i’m easily annoyed and far too sensitive. And spoilt. And menopausal.

And mentally exhausted. I’ve been woken up by my granny’s incessant coughing three nights in a row. Not that i’m blaming her because she can’t help it and its hard on her, just trying my very best to bear with it. Sometimes it’ll take me every ounce of energy to hide my annoyance because i’m a pmsy bitch. Hope she recovers soon though.

Anybody reading this, tell me what to do.

 

 

Not done with the rants so i’m going to continue here, might be a little too emotional, albeit less personal. Heh, the irony.

It’s 11:35pm now, still quite early for late-nighters. Not for me though. Anyway I really don’t know what i wanttttttttt!!! I admit i’m really fickle-minded and my passion for… things run out pretty fast. I hate planning because i’ll never stick to the plans. I hate questioning myself because i’ll never get the answers. I hate clearing up messes because things will eventually get messed up again by me. So you see? The problem lies with me. Everything! ME. ME. ME.

You’re pretending to care. I understand. You don’t want to reveal who you really are, and that’s okay. Because you know what? I’m not gonna care, not gonna probe anymore. You do what you like with your life. I’m in no position to ask for the truth.

Okay sleep is the cure for irrational and angsty people. Good-night.

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Woke up this morning to my brother’s flick of his fingers and his, “oi hotcakes”. HAHA AWESOME. Went out with Papa and mommy to vivocity and had Jap food at Akashi Restaurant. Came to a sudden realisation that i actually love Japanese food besides sushi! Year end shopping is forever da bombxz. Incredible sales at Club marc’s! Okay i’m really lazy to continue. It’s 6:15pm and i’m hungry already.

I love days like this. The question is how long will they last?

Too relaxed

(yes we are)

My whole body’s itchingggggggg like craz ugh hate allergies. Can’t flex my foot too.  Guess i hurt my ankle from the fall. (Y) Supposed to go for ballet tonight but *stares at myself* sigh. I’m desperately in need of retail therapy. They always work. Muscles still aching. I’m still lying on my bed refusing to move a muscle.

Why am i so whiny?!?!? God i hate myself.

Its 4:15pm right now and it’s raining heavily. I’m cold, hungry and am ready to doze off anytime. Had training yesterday at SJI and my rope gave me a blister Jumped on the trampoline with the Rgym girls and i came to the conclusion that NOBODY should ever jump with gong. She is highly dangerous. Anyway when training ended we trudged to the bus stop and it was again, raining Got onto the bus and something really hilarious and embarrassing happened. Not gonna elaborate.

Today i woke up late, rushed to school in a semi-frenzied state and began cleaning the classrooms. Finished cleaning all the dirty and filled-with-birdshit windows of 10 classrooms while yiwen and amy mopped the floors of 10 classrooms i think we’re best.

I think i’m whining alot nowadays, which gets really annoying i know Lazy to continue, bye.